sábado, 19 de junho de 2010

Testimony.


I've had my moments abroad and that was one of the things I had dreamt of untill it finally happened.
I've already said about dreamings coming true here, but now it is time to talk about other things that are important in life and that I only noticed after those moments in a foreing territory. God and Family
So many weird things; ups and downs; evil people telling fake stories setting up against others, a total disaster, a dream out of the sudden became a nightmare.
I hereby testify that if it wasn't for my faith in God and all the prayers I wouldn't have survived the pressure. There were moments that I saw myself alone, no friends were around even when all I needed was a small talk, so I talked to God, and I might say that he sent someone one night to listen to me, because at that moment it was what I needed the most, to be heard.
Gosh! It was somewhat magic, scary (if I stop to think about it) but magic!
After that experience abroad, I had a second one and that was even harder, worse, exausting and something to forget, and that's what makes it a turning point of my life, I had to cut it short and even having spent a big amount of money to embark on that shit and to get out of it, my mother never ever questioned me neither judged me, she simply helped me and after those bad experiences I could finally see that friends, even the ones you call best friends are not always there, some even end up f..ing you up, but family never does, at least family never did. We argue, we yell at each other, we loose our tempers but we are always there, and what about my friends? They are no longer called friends, I refer to them as ex-colleagues but I could easily call them "acquaintances from college".
God and family, thanks for everything!

3 comentários:

  1. Unh..Pra quem não é de escrever vc escreveu muita coisa aqui..rs..Ah!seu email não chegou! can you send again?

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  3. Teacher,
    I add your blog!
    I'm going to go bed now..

    I hope you on my blog(S)
    (http://delazari.zip.net)
    (http://musicgeneration.zip.net)

    Ps< dexei os endereços acima
    pq nem todos são blogspots(rs)

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